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Thursday, March 11, 2010
oh man...
this is for serious...3/18 @ 10am....keep in your prayers please
edit: to be more specific...please pray for me...i'm having my interview with Intervarsity this thursday
edit: to be more specific...please pray for me...i'm having my interview with Intervarsity this thursday
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
in search of a community?
it's been a while...haven't really had any urge to post. life has been extremely mundane. weekdays are filled with a LOT of down time...weekends are busy with church. other than that, there's not much else going on.
however, last week, while sitting in my room praying and doing devos, i felt a huge conviction from God to really learn how to stay in contact with people...whether its people of "my past" (like people who i use to talk with) or people of "my present" (people who are around me now) cuz i suck at keeping in touch with people...and since im considering of becoming iv staff..i definitely have to work on that skill so i can stay in contact with my future alums and stuff.
as for people in "my present"...i've been desperately trying to find a community that i can be apart of since graduating from binghamton. and honestly speaking, i haven't done a very good job at it. which has resulted to a LOT of alone time and for an extrovert, that is extremely draining especially spiritually and mentally. so what have i done to deal with it? i sleep...a LOT...i average sleeping 12 hours a day. i know a lot of people out there are probably really jealous at the fact that i get to sleep that much...but its actually just as unhealthy as not getting enough sleep.
anywho, from here on out...im gona be trying to contact people more...even if it means i have to initiate conversation (which btw, i actually really hate to do...cuz i never know how to initiate conversations..im just good at it once someone starts talking) im also gona try to contact people of my past...so if you read this, please keep my accountable for it.
ok..that is all for now...
however, last week, while sitting in my room praying and doing devos, i felt a huge conviction from God to really learn how to stay in contact with people...whether its people of "my past" (like people who i use to talk with) or people of "my present" (people who are around me now) cuz i suck at keeping in touch with people...and since im considering of becoming iv staff..i definitely have to work on that skill so i can stay in contact with my future alums and stuff.
as for people in "my present"...i've been desperately trying to find a community that i can be apart of since graduating from binghamton. and honestly speaking, i haven't done a very good job at it. which has resulted to a LOT of alone time and for an extrovert, that is extremely draining especially spiritually and mentally. so what have i done to deal with it? i sleep...a LOT...i average sleeping 12 hours a day. i know a lot of people out there are probably really jealous at the fact that i get to sleep that much...but its actually just as unhealthy as not getting enough sleep.
anywho, from here on out...im gona be trying to contact people more...even if it means i have to initiate conversation (which btw, i actually really hate to do...cuz i never know how to initiate conversations..im just good at it once someone starts talking) im also gona try to contact people of my past...so if you read this, please keep my accountable for it.
ok..that is all for now...
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